Friday, March 11, 2011

kene tindih

alahai..kene lagi!

aq dh beberape kali dah kene tindih
ade sekali tuyh, depan adik yg tgh study, aq tdo. ditindih dan tak dpt wat pape
mase kat matrix, 1st week being away from home, kene tindih. "dia" tekan kat dahi, aq nampak cahaya, sakit..tunggu lame2 dpt lepas, pgl kwn, dy teman tdo..such a cool frend..
and another few light ones..

tp arini, ari jumaat..tbe2 jalan tak jam..
so aq drive laju2 cam bese matlamat adalah utk smpi awal2 kat masjid dan tdo..
port aq, kat depan masjid, depan tangga..tepi sikit..
aq baringkan seat dan tdo..7.ooam aq lelap
7.25 aq tersedar..takper, ade 5minit lg..so sambung..
dan mimpi pelik2 sikit..bos main mary go round dengan operator boring machine
semata2 nak gulung safety tape yg merah putih tuyh..
syaitanirajim punyew hal la niyh..mimpi pelik2..

dan aq tersedar..tbe2 rase bising kat belakang, atas kepala..
macam ade org bukak pintu dan masuk..
kepala rase angin panas, bulu roma naek!!! arghhh..aq dh taw kene tindih..
kaki tak dpt gerak..tp badan boleyh goyang2 kiri kanan..
aq meronta2..pastu penat..
tbe2 ade org org jalan kat depan..tgk2..aq tokleh wat pape
aq cube utk bangun..yg agak kerek tuyh..
"dia" cube tolak aq naek sikit tp aq tokleh naekkan badan jugak utk duduk..
aq cube lg..dy wat same..aq penat..
aq baring dan bermaen2 jari jemari kaki..
akhirnyew..alhamdulillah, aq dilepaskan..

fewwhhh..aq keluar kete, pakcik tuyh ade depan tgu..aq tgk tepi, ade bus
UMT dan ramai org..tgk aq..aq jalan wat selamba..
mase dlm masjid, baru aq terpikir, mgkn dyorg semua nmpk kete aq goyang2
mase aq meronta2..malu..pakcik tuyh mgkn dtg jengah..

inilah pengalaman aq..di kacaw di kawasan masjid, org kate, mmg selalu jadi..
selame 2 bulan setiap pagi aq tdo..kat masjid, akhirnyew..
aq diingatkan utk tidak menyusahkan yang lain..

aq g ofis, ngadu kat bos..cam bese la..dy selalu tunjuk minat bila aq bercerita
so aq lagi la suke mengadu..sayang bos..
dy ckp, dah aq tdo kat laluan org nk g masjid, mmg kene kacaw..
dy ckp care baik la..len kali, jgn..point taken..thx bos

"bukan manusia je nak pergi semayang kat masjid"
"sejahat2 manusia adalah sebaik2 jin"
(bos mengingatkan aq..how sweet ;) thx again..

*ini cerita betul, maaf kalaw anda berharap ade ayat, "ohhh rupanyew aq hanya bermimpi"..
sorry, not for this story :D

jaga diri ;)

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Chasing Dreams


hurm, name pown dah chasing dreams means we have to go after them! kan? -what a tag line, eewww har3 :D

so here's this story. i believe in dream. DREAMSSS coz i seriously have quite a number to chase after. at least i know i have to chase, to work, to make effort to get them. im not telling myself that im so self-motivated but i just wana share what i feel about chasing dreams in real life. in the lives i see.

so lately, we have shows that give people a lot of money. game shows, realities, this and that and whats what. i have been listening to fly, hitz and mix lately. i mean regularly listening to those djs' doin pranks, merepek meraban on air. one of these national radio is pulling out a contest like make your dream a reality. into reality. depends on how you would put it la. so, i heard a number of contestants stating; i wana travel..it has been my dreams all this while, i wana buy this, i wana have that. i wana..i wana..and i wanaaa..its all about if i get this, if i get that..all money matters, money included..money333 ;|

this is what i feel personally. if people is helping you out to achieve your dream, like fully, help you from start to end, head to toe, front to back and the list go on. it is NOT chasing after your dream. worst when the party is taking advantage of what they get in return. we certainly know that this contest is taking $$$ through the participating contestant. tp nak wat caner, they're trying their lucks and if it hits the jackpot, hell yeah. you'll jump of a cliff out of feeling happy man!!!

the reason why im posting this actually, i wana highlight that dreams and short-term happiness is clearly not the same. people have been making wishes, wish lists as dreams. they're not. dream is much more beautiful that that. it is a destiny that one get to see rarely or something not by any chance. *sad ;(

and dreams change your life

winning a sum of money and spend it on a shopping spree is not chasing dreams lads. i wana chase my dreams badly coz i really wish that i will be happy with the changes made by my dreams.

Friday, March 4, 2011


hurm, ttw caner lgu niyh leyh ade dlm winamp list aq..but hack im like sooo into it now..deep ;)



bila cinta, tak lagi untuk qu

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

karok

video

guess what, this is totally how i feel bout karaoke. tp bile dh kuar dgn kwn2, nk sedap kan ati depa, aq masuk jgk la..nyanyi la jugak kekadang. worst case, aq tdo meringkuk atas sofa dlm bilik berhawa dingin tuyh..hur3..(agak menghine la kan coz i sleep when u guys sing, dui bu qi ;)

i noe singing out loud for karaoke is so like spilling out everything. especially when we have our rough days eyh. aiyark..a loud therapy i bet but i prefer to stay put, in silence when it comes to tekanan jiwa days. pikiaq tuyh pikiaq niyh. her3

talking bout this pretty lady Maria Elena, god, i seriously salute this perempuan ok. love her english and the stuff she presents and discuss. just like my sister, the dressing part will the utmost hot feature of them. its true, im posting this not to say that i dun like karaoke. it just that i dun favour it. im not against it at all. so frens, beloved frens, il still go with u eyh.

rock on! :D